i've been telling myself

that this year im gonna be super concentrated and determind to get super good good grades and do well in school. but i noticed that 2nd week of school and im ALREADY getting lazy. im already starting to bs on homework. im already starting to not pay attn in class. im already starting to procrastinate on homework. im already starting to sleep later than usual and makeup the sleep time during class. T_T

so.. some of my friends get 100$ for each A they get on their report card ?! haha dangg luckyasses. =( i tried to convince my mom into letting me do that .. she js laughed at how ridiculous that was =( ahah but at least i get like $200 for .. straight As? ! hahah better than nuhsingggg.

for some reason, when im on my computer, i turn my head to the right and stare straight out of my window at the trees nd js blank out. i kind of like it haha. makes me calm.. & makes my eyesight better hahaha.

people always say they are gonna stick to one thing, but i noticed that nobody really succeeds. ahah all of us need to stop being so fckn lazy & get our asses up and acutally swim, exercise, etc.

I feel so lonely in some of my classes.. after a class im usually all quiet nd shit in the hallways nowdays when i remember last yr i was all like OMG HAHA HAAAY ~ WSUUUUUP. & shitt. this yr is different for some reason. i think its cus bestfriendamy isn't here to keep me company. i miss you so much amy.. i barely get to talk to you now. your so far awaay. i want to js leavee america and come visti you right now ! so we can play everyday & go shopping every weekend & have our sleepoverrs every other weekend js liek we used to . i hope you madee lots of friends there in taiwan ! everybody here misses yaa <3 haha your still super trustworthy & understanding js like you were before ! thanks for understanding EVERYTHING i tell you & i can trust that you'll always be on my side even tho were so far apart! yous better not change so next time i finally get to see you again, you arent all fob & weriddd ! better come visit me soon bffl <3333 MISS YOU LOTS.