i've been telling myself

that this year im gonna be super concentrated and determind to get super good good grades and do well in school. but i noticed that 2nd week of school and im ALREADY getting lazy. im already starting to bs on homework. im already starting to not pay attn in class. im already starting to procrastinate on homework. im already starting to sleep later than usual and makeup the sleep time during class. T_T

so.. some of my friends get 100$ for each A they get on their report card ?! haha dangg luckyasses. =( i tried to convince my mom into letting me do that .. she js laughed at how ridiculous that was =( ahah but at least i get like $200 for .. straight As? ! hahah better than nuhsingggg.

for some reason, when im on my computer, i turn my head to the right and stare straight out of my window at the trees nd js blank out. i kind of like it haha. makes me calm.. & makes my eyesight better hahaha.

people always say they are gonna stick to one thing, but i noticed that nobody really succeeds. ahah all of us need to stop being so fckn lazy & get our asses up and acutally swim, exercise, etc.

I feel so lonely in some of my classes.. after a class im usually all quiet nd shit in the hallways nowdays when i remember last yr i was all like OMG HAHA HAAAY ~ WSUUUUUP. & shitt. this yr is different for some reason. i think its cus bestfriendamy isn't here to keep me company. i miss you so much amy.. i barely get to talk to you now. your so far awaay. i want to js leavee america and come visti you right now ! so we can play everyday & go shopping every weekend & have our sleepoverrs every other weekend js liek we used to . i hope you madee lots of friends there in taiwan ! everybody here misses yaa <3 haha your still super trustworthy & understanding js like you were before ! thanks for understanding EVERYTHING i tell you & i can trust that you'll always be on my side even tho were so far apart! yous better not change so next time i finally get to see you again, you arent all fob & weriddd ! better come visit me soon bffl <3333 MISS YOU LOTS.

school

is fckn gay
who's w/ me ?!

haha -___- its so weird how during the summer its like cold or js warm and right when school starts it hits 100 degrees..

am i done w/ you ?..


reminder:
i make gayass faces & say things in weird ways w/o knowing.
mst change that

BOWLING

issss fun =) 1 $ thursdays are da bessstest hehe.
everyone ate SOO mch fries today HAHA deliciousssss <3

i noticed that you church peopels are sooo productive. even if its lots of repeats, its still fun ;) other people js get together everyday and do NOTHINGG. or they think theys too cool to go liek bowling or play some game like hide n go seeeek . LOL -_____-

three days left of summer everbody ! lets playplayplayyyy.

its funny how

things can change so quickly. one moment your friends w/ someone, another moment you guys are enemies. i guess people js change -_- lots of hs peoples hold grudges but i dont get that lol i can never hold a grudge on someone for over a couple months.. & all you shittalkers out there, as long as you keep talkin shit bout others , others are gon be talkin shit on you too. anyways, i noticed freshman yr wasnt really cleann as in there was some drama here & there. but im looking forward to making soph yr as smooth as possiblee where we all js sit back, relaxxx & js make the most of it & mainly js have funn. but imma have to get straight A's forshure this yr becuase im only taking 1 honors class. which i regret =( fckkk i hate my lazyness. i regret not doing summerwork for engIIH. now imma have to do eng II Regular. fornow, my scheudles sorta fcked up. so imma get ma classes tomorrow. but so far, ive only got trig/math anal w/ josh chang. so.. hopefully after my scheudle changes imma ahve more people in my classes. & hopefully i wont get transferred outta trig/math w/ josh cus im excited to have a class witchu LOL

well, new year, new classes, new people
les make the most of it everyone !

LIGHT UP THE DARK

my arms are so tired.
SOOO tired.
omfg =(
LOLOL PAMELA.... YA KNOW WHAT I MEAN =))
teeheeee waht a workout. btw no we did not go work out LMFAO
anyways, me & pamela & hyejin bonded today by going harkinss & then we watched 500 days of summer. it wsn't too bad. sorta cyuuuuute hahaha =) i would recommend watching it.
then we all walked to shoppes but everyybody was so sick of chipotle ! LOL so after hyejin left we walked to shogun. dude has anyone eaten there b4 ? ITS DELICIOUS <3 LOL
then me & pamela had a deep talk & catchedd up on everything & all the secrets we've kept from each other =) tehehe . thanks for trusting mee so mch ! <3
then back to mah house


3 fcckn hours

i did

jackshit today HAHA. all day friday i stayed home =( blahhhh ! im sucha loser. schoools gonna start soon and im staying home all day js watching tv ?! WTF. i gots to get a life HAHA. HIT ME UP LETS CHILL BEFORE SUMMER ENDS =( this summer ws acutally pretty boring & felt like every week went by soo damn slow. but now that i think about it. dannnnnnng dude ! schools so closeby and that means summer went by so fast. but yeah i guess it was pretty chill. one week left. imma tryda go out& hang with people EVERY DAY ! :) gotta catchup w/ you chaparrel girls ! i didnt even hangout with any of ya guys this summer =( & you chino peoples too ! LOL
i still have no idea waht im doing tomorrow ._.

anyways, have you noticeddd cartoonnetworks sucks balls now !? i remember i used to watch it sooo much when i was little cus there was such gooooood shows. now theres like TOTAL DRAMA ISLAND or like JOHNNY TEST or someeshittt -_______- wtf is that ! & samee w/ nickelodeann. i only like a couple shows . like the originalsss. spongebob & fairlyoddparetns & that crap =) POOFFPOOF is adorable !!!! <3 hahahahahh :D

yah so around midnight, i was bonding w/ my sister LOl so then we were dancing downstairs x) she taughttt me this routine to speakerphone by kylie minoguee that she learned at dancecapadee. shes not thatt bad a dance ! im slowlyy getting better at dance although i still suck. imma be determindd to get good. im probably gonna start jazz or lyrical im not suree. haha and still continuee hiphop . yayy for those of you who quit dance, your missing out ! =(
wow i feel like this blog is long LOL. i havent really wrote a blog this long in a whilee. but anywayss, i need a new phone dammit. the crack has gotten sooo bigg. -_- nxt time if you see me, ask me to show it to you ! its HUGEEEEEEE. :( boo. well imma wrap it up for tonight. so goodnightyyyys everybody !!

one king two kings three kings foooooooouuuuur !

LOL slept for fucken 4 hours throughout the night. & 6 hours during the day HAHAH
im so fuckked when school starts -____-
i HATEEEE shasta cola... omfg. makes me wanna throw up )=

IM GIGGGGGGGGLY.

LOL

never doing that again.

current thoughts

- fto
- i can always trust you
- please don't join..
- i should sleep early today
- major headache
- chris yu is in cali !
- what are you thinking
- lame
- thot you were diff.
- traance is catchy
- yes! keyy
- i wanna get better @ dance
- crack is getting bigger =(
- fbf = future best friend
- laugh attacks <3
- cuecuecue
- memoriess
- tomorrow night ?
- need to stop cussing
- vitamin water <3
- player, flirt
- racistt.
- need to gain weight
- i miss you bestfriend. please visit <3
buhbyes.